
Let's look at this logically. Three possible outcomes. The first is that it finally comes to fruition, and has a healthy run. This is the dream, and would make me the happiest. Next, and unfortunately most likely is that we get more information on intent, get all excited despite ourselves, and nothing happens… again. The final possibility is that the green light is finally given, it makes it to air, and is unsuccessful. Being completely honest when I say I don't think I could withstand the emotional toll those last two would take. The high of a reunion, and the absolute gutting devastation of having to experience that loss for a third time would be positively unbearable.
So, I think it's obvious why I don't know how to process any of this. Was just getting comfortable with the thought of this torture being behind me. Here we go again.
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